Wrecking Ball – Building 429
I don’t watch the news most days. Do I know what’s going on in the world? For the most part, yes. There are times I miss things, but I can usually catch up on Facebook. Why? Because it depresses me and upsets me, that’s why! Every time I turn on the news all they talk about is the bad in this world. I know there’s still good in this world, but it gets so lost and overshadowed by the bad. I do worry about raising my son in this world, but I’m doing the best I can. Sure, I have fears and doubts that I’ll wreck things, but I give that stuff over to God and admit that I’m a mess, lol! And yes, even a wrecking ball! I know I can’t be the only one!
I also don’t know where God is taking me, but I press on and I pray that I’m following God’s calling for my life. Even when I’m in a bad mood and all I can see is negative (like when my son is misbehaving), I know God will lead me through it. I do ask Him “Why?” a lot and get frustrated when there’s no reason. Right now I’m pretty frustrated because a very good friend of mine was given a life-changing diagnosis. She’s a great and wonderful friend and has been through SO MUCH and doesn’t deserve this! But we have to trust that God knows what He’s doing, so I pray for her every day and do my best to be there for her.
Am I the only one that feels this way? Probably not, but sometimes it sure can feel that way. Sometimes I wonder if God doesn’t let things happen to remind us that we are SO WEAK without Him, even though we think we’re strong. Let’s never forget that LIFE GOES ON.